Yeah, I'm start to dislike Tuesday. Normally I like any day, because every day is a good day if you have worked on it.
The reason? I checked my timetable and saw 4 hours of English classes in the row. Yeah, it's the reason. There is no science subject today. And my confidence is going down to negative value although you did not mean it.
Events are not successful for me. Now the courses too. What for going to US? I just wanna focus on what I am good at. Mathematics. At least, there is something that I can be proud of. Yeah, I'm a beginner for something. And perhaps I did not pay much effort on it. I don't know what is called putting effort. Sitting in front of my desk the whole day? Maybe it's still not enough. So what is it? Time flies...easily.
What on the earth is the kind of person am I? So active and so passive...
2009年1月20日星期二
2009年1月18日星期日
Sick Still
It has been six days since I was sick. Damn it...(Just to learn the usage of new word)
I have a lovely holiday for 3 days 3 nights, with my hubby Ah Dee. No doubt that he is really a good husband, but sometimes I get angry over his "ngam cham". I dunno whether this is a true love or I just enjoy being loved, yet I really like him. I don't wanna miss any good man in my life.
I am having a inconsistent lifestyle, and I still haven't find out the correct path to put everything into normal. I am tired now...Maybe it's too fast for me to adapt a new environment from the comfortable and reliable one.
Am I a short-sighted person? I am doing anything for the good of my future right? Am I making rubbish? I am so....so confident, that I can pass all the things maybe not perfectly, but averagely good.
I need a break...
I have a lovely holiday for 3 days 3 nights, with my hubby Ah Dee. No doubt that he is really a good husband, but sometimes I get angry over his "ngam cham". I dunno whether this is a true love or I just enjoy being loved, yet I really like him. I don't wanna miss any good man in my life.
I am having a inconsistent lifestyle, and I still haven't find out the correct path to put everything into normal. I am tired now...Maybe it's too fast for me to adapt a new environment from the comfortable and reliable one.
Am I a short-sighted person? I am doing anything for the good of my future right? Am I making rubbish? I am so....so confident, that I can pass all the things maybe not perfectly, but averagely good.
I need a break...
2009年1月14日星期三
Sick day
I think I act rather weird this semester. Or I should say that..I have behaved like this since dthe last semester?
The gap between my friends and I have widen so far. Staying alone in room is more preferable. I just wanna have my own space.
Sick. Really wish someone is here to take care of me like what my mom always did. I know I gotta be more stronger and independent.
The gap between my friends and I have widen so far. Staying alone in room is more preferable. I just wanna have my own space.
Sick. Really wish someone is here to take care of me like what my mom always did. I know I gotta be more stronger and independent.
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