Listening to "we are one" by Kelly Sweet. and am crying. for no reason. or unknown reason.
Dear when you said,"My mom likes you so much, but she asked me to let go of this relationship, 'cause she knew I am one who value relationships, and it will be a hard time when you're gone, but I never give up the hope...", I started crying.
I love your mom too...it is hard to find a good mother like yours. I love to stay with your family, and the little Nicholas.
I don't like arguing actually...I cry everytime after I lose my temper...
"I am you, you are me, we are one..."
2009年2月26日星期四
2009年2月14日星期六
Stayed awake
The night was too young and I had too much to tell.
Yet I am reluctant to use the Windows pinyin.
Thus I played games for the whole night.
And slept while my roomate woke up.
There were something I need to tell badly, because of "high"ness perhaps due to two cups of coffee and one cup of teh tarik at night.
I know nothing does cure.
I know I am not superwoman.
Kinda refused the things I do not want to do but forced to do due to obligation.
Do not want you to be sad, but I am the one who hurt you the most.
Sometimes I tend to trap myself in the old times. I saw him leaning against the door, and I felt like I have seen him in the same way same style same clothes before.
I could recall all the past memories, if you stil have the same feeling towards me too.
I know it's just a joke, since if one go back to the past with the memories perhaps one year later, one will appreciate something more and lose something even more.
Like the feeling of the first kiss.
It's impossible to turn back, but we can always do something to make the future better.
Yet I am reluctant to use the Windows pinyin.
Thus I played games for the whole night.
And slept while my roomate woke up.
There were something I need to tell badly, because of "high"ness perhaps due to two cups of coffee and one cup of teh tarik at night.
I know nothing does cure.
I know I am not superwoman.
Kinda refused the things I do not want to do but forced to do due to obligation.
Do not want you to be sad, but I am the one who hurt you the most.
Sometimes I tend to trap myself in the old times. I saw him leaning against the door, and I felt like I have seen him in the same way same style same clothes before.
I could recall all the past memories, if you stil have the same feeling towards me too.
I know it's just a joke, since if one go back to the past with the memories perhaps one year later, one will appreciate something more and lose something even more.
Like the feeling of the first kiss.
It's impossible to turn back, but we can always do something to make the future better.
2009年2月8日星期日
I love you
Just back from a 2 days 1 night trip, I guess. All my memories with you are so sweet, all the while.
Recently still stick to Dido's "Grafton Street". A song which describes the loss of the beloved, using lyrics in conversation style etc.
How if I lose you some day, my dear? Will it be a great change in my life? Would I ever refuse to go somewhere we have been together? Would I remember you still? Your face, your habits, your laughter......I want to remember as much as I could, as I won't let you just go away like this. Without my order, you are not allowed to leave.
Dear, thanks for everything. The word of "dear" is actually used for the second time in my life; it was initially used for the only one. Thanks for accepting me with your opened arms. Thanks for the forgiveness. Thanks for your love. It seems harder and harder for me to let go of you when it's time to leave.
Dear, I wanna be your real wife. Wanna organize a new family with you. And wanna live with your family too. I deeply believe that a marriage is not just the business of two people, but it is the matter of two families. I really hope that my family will accept you too. Thanks for giving me such affluent energy and motivation to move on. I promised I won't disappoint you, my dear. Love you!
Recently still stick to Dido's "Grafton Street". A song which describes the loss of the beloved, using lyrics in conversation style etc.
How if I lose you some day, my dear? Will it be a great change in my life? Would I ever refuse to go somewhere we have been together? Would I remember you still? Your face, your habits, your laughter......I want to remember as much as I could, as I won't let you just go away like this. Without my order, you are not allowed to leave.
Dear, thanks for everything. The word of "dear" is actually used for the second time in my life; it was initially used for the only one. Thanks for accepting me with your opened arms. Thanks for the forgiveness. Thanks for your love. It seems harder and harder for me to let go of you when it's time to leave.
Dear, I wanna be your real wife. Wanna organize a new family with you. And wanna live with your family too. I deeply believe that a marriage is not just the business of two people, but it is the matter of two families. I really hope that my family will accept you too. Thanks for giving me such affluent energy and motivation to move on. I promised I won't disappoint you, my dear. Love you!
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