It's just not right for me. It's just not going the right way I should have. Putting too much effort on physics and abandoning my differential equation at all, isn't fun at all. I'm like crying to the man I love and he was just one centimeter away before falling down from the high. What do you want from me? What do you wish... Please, don't be so cruel towards me by making me getting an A- for the subject I like the most. I know this subject needs consistent effort..but what have I done? Putting it aside for the whole week and study three hours before the final exam? You are kidding man. Are you serious? You really thought that you can get a good result without doing anything? How about those people who have put in more effort than you are? Are you that lucky? Are you that great, marvellous, awesome? Stop crapping!!! You are just a clown. A clown who deserves what you get now. A clown who thought that everything is easy. In fact you din care at all. In fact, you were wrong.
Be steady girl. This is just a start hinting that you are still unable even to cope with your favorite subjects. Stop dreaming and get your feet back to the ground. If you can't get through it, you can't get through anything. You can make it dear...you can for sure. There is still a long way to go... Don't just leave your journey and go away from your right track. Everything will be fine.
2008年8月28日星期四
2008年8月27日星期三
The start to crap
Ok. This is my first ever English blog, I guess.
Today is the first day I reach INTI, just before my fourth semester starts.
Tomorrow will be the release of the result for my last semester, yet I have already known half of the results, plus the first day of my first ever trip to an island--the legendary beautiful Tioman Island.
After coming back from the journey I will face an option: dating or not dating?
Feel like I am playing with other's feeling just because of my loneliness during the vacation. There is only one year left staying in Malaysia before departing for the Land of Freedom--the United States. I won't try to maintain a long distance relationship. Allthough he is not too bad. Yet he is merely a good companion.
If I want to I would like to yell to the sky:"If you just want my body come go get it and bring away nothing."
I knew not all of the guys are the same. They are different just like I am different from other girls. Although I think there should be at least a girl who is similar to me from the bottom of the soul plus those miserable life experiences, there won't be a second me.
But how unique am I? Why I'm still in the exploring process? Why can't I just list out the reasons that I am valuable as easy as throw some money on the floor?
...To be continued
Today is the first day I reach INTI, just before my fourth semester starts.
Tomorrow will be the release of the result for my last semester, yet I have already known half of the results, plus the first day of my first ever trip to an island--the legendary beautiful Tioman Island.
After coming back from the journey I will face an option: dating or not dating?
Feel like I am playing with other's feeling just because of my loneliness during the vacation. There is only one year left staying in Malaysia before departing for the Land of Freedom--the United States. I won't try to maintain a long distance relationship. Allthough he is not too bad. Yet he is merely a good companion.
If I want to I would like to yell to the sky:"If you just want my body come go get it and bring away nothing."
I knew not all of the guys are the same. They are different just like I am different from other girls. Although I think there should be at least a girl who is similar to me from the bottom of the soul plus those miserable life experiences, there won't be a second me.
But how unique am I? Why I'm still in the exploring process? Why can't I just list out the reasons that I am valuable as easy as throw some money on the floor?
...To be continued
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